Just so to let myself feel better, I ain’t prefect, I ain’t considerate enough, and most crucial of all, I am to be blamed for showing such gesture and backing out almost immediately at this moment.

We shall let the hour glass do it’s job and find out what’s hidden beneath those white sand, hopefully it’s something both of us will treasure better than the ambiguous shape it is showing now.

I lay my head down in advanced for the sudden rush and for being just the same as others.

Edited:

Ok, so it actually made me felt even worst. I know people are going to judge and stereotype me. In fact, they are judging me already, i do feel the punishment now.

I’m fixing it.